i’m fallin for you. ♥ my heart melts the second i think of you. you mean a lot to me. please don’t be toying with me.
i’m so very bored. just straight chillin all alone. so. alone. gah!
soooooo… life is pretty epic-ish right now. got my own tattoo station set up! i’ma see my best buddy ever monday. got a new tattoo. have piercings i love. and yeah.
butttt the down to life right now is “family” when will they notice that everything isn’t as peachy as the think it is? when will they realize that they’re fakes and that they need to stop ignoring us? you never truely know what you have untill it’s gone. and they’re losing us fast…
i thinkin that it’s been too long since i’ve been here. and i’ll start using this yet again. woot!
♥♥♥
I want to skydive.Polaroid a jellyfish.
Compose a piece of music and have it published. (Like a symphony or something along those lines)
Swim with a blue whale.
make love.
base jump into the cave of swallows.
and drift in space.
find true love
everything is so beautiful.
i have so much to be thankful for.
these people.
this mind.
this earth.
this chapstick.
i am intrigued.
i would like some time in that meadow
to fall into the earth’s grassy fingers
and feel the sun upon my face
so that i could appreciate everything
each and every thing
that i have in my life to be thankful for
properly, fully, sincerely.
won’t you join me?
i’d join you in a heartbeat.
i don’tgetitanymore.idon’tunderstandwhatisgoingon.they’resuch assholes. whydoesithavetobelikethis?whycouldn’teverthingjustbe ok. idon’tthinki’lleverbeok,ithinkit’simpossibleformetojuststayhappy.everybitofgood inmylifeisalwaystorn away. it’slikeitwastornoutandnailedtothewalljustsotheycanwatchitbleedand laughatmypain.
andfuckthespacebar!!hahaha…
…must it hurt this bad??
my 4 year old cousin and i went on an art adventure today, which included a picnic and an attempt at drawing the things we saw. first we tried drawing a tree. then a trash can.
it was good for my cousin. but it definitely provoked the angry aztec beast within me to break my pencils in half and scream, “WHY CAN’T I DRAW?!?!?!?!??!?!?!” good thing i didn’t, i would’ve appeared crazier than i actually am.
but, agh!!! that tree! i just need to go and climb that effing tree instead of drawing it!!!
gadzooks! i just figured it out.
maanz i’m strange.
i love you, maaan. you’re the best wifey i could ever ask for. =]